Let me catch you up on the day. Ellie took four steps... in a row. Sometimes I amazed at the wonder God has placed right in my house. Watching her learn and grow reminds me of how God must watch and cheer me on as I take baby steps. I am have yet to see him scoop me up in his arms and scream Yaaaah! but I think one day I might do something that would warrant such affection :) It sounds silly, but really, can't you see this huge and perfect God cheering on his little Jennifer. "You can do it! I know you can. You've almost got it!"
I am thinking on this Good Friday what a truly Good Friday it was - the day set aside to remember the suffering and sin Jesus took on for us. Hard to grasp, huh? I admit I haven't spent enough time thinking about it.
Everett came home today and asked "Did you think about Jesus a lot today?" Hmm... the truth or the Sunday School answer? The truth came out: "Not enough" I replied, realizing his referral to the excruciating death he died for me and the praise I owe him. I did not think about Jesus enough today. His death, his pain, his obedience. But I did focus on the life he gave me - my salvation, my ability to face hard times because I know and feel his strength, and Ellie, the life he placed in mine and Everett's weak and unstable hands. How much we need you, Lord. As parents, as people.
A Savior died today (many years ago). A baby turned one today (just a few hours ago). What a day to celebrate your birthday - because who can really have life without Jesus, anyway?